Winning and losing

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"Sometimes you get it right and you're
successful. And sometimes you blow it."
- Mom

When you hit the 5 year mark at your job, you might feel pretty good about this milestone. You probably feel like you have a good handle on things, know what you're doing, have made significant contributions to your company/organization, and can help other co-workers.

Well, that's how I felt today until I messed up big time. Every year, we meet with corporate executives and negotiate financial investments. I literally TRAIN people to negotiate and secure the money. And today in a meeting, I FORGOT to remind our spokesperson to ask for the money!!!!!

I really blew it. We need that money for staffing projects we're working on! I felt so awful as this came out in the evaluation after the meeting.

I was trying to forgive myself quickly and move on; I couldn't! All day it's been on my mind. I feel like I let my organization down. Then I talked to my mom...and she gave those words above. I'll figure out a way to make it right.

You live, you learn, you grow, you succeed, you fail, you make work...

Proverbs 24:16 The righteous may fall seven times but still get up, but the wicked will stumble into trouble.

What a new year! Part 1

How are we over halfway through the "new year" already?!

It has been a whole new year to know better and do better! Upon reflection, 2010-2017 have taught me that the following quote from Steve Harvey is true.

"Two things come out of adversity: there's a lesson and there's a blessing." - Steve Harvey

Over the last 7 years I have experienced normal life transitions but I have been working to see the lesson and the blessing in the experiences.

In 2010, I learned how important sharing the Gospel regularly was to me. I made a decision that I if I didn't become a full-time missionary, I was going to have to do something where I could live out my faith and tell people about Jesus. I was influenced by the Bible, Christian friends in a campus ministry that I was a part of, a book called A Life that Matters by Ron Hutchcraft, and several mission trips. I saw that there were thousands of people within my community who did not have a relationship with the Lord. It really bothered me. I believed that the Lord burdened me with a glimpse of how He sees lost people - with His love, mercy, and grace. It was challenging to hit the streets with the Gospel regularly, but I did it with a group of committed peers. I saw the blessing of being obedient to the Lord's command to "go" and had the opportunity to pray with people to give their lives to the Lord. Even now, I'm a member of the evangelism team at my church.

In 2011, I graduated from college with no job prospects and spent months looking for full-time work. While looking for something full-time, I found 2 part-time jobs where I learned that I do like working with people but not kids. I admire people who connect with kids easily, gain their respect, and keep them in line. I can relate to teens and adults well but I feel like the kindergarten teacher from the cartoon, Recess, when I work with kids. I learned about the challenges of being unemployed and the blessing of the Lord's provision.

To be continued...

Listening to the Spirit

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"Where is my calendar?!?!"

In my job, I HAVE to have my calendar. We're old school at my job - we don't keep our daily schedules on our phones. So I have a paper calendar...and when I couldn't find it yesterday, I panicked.

"Am I missing a meeting? What am I supposed to be doing right now?"

Pray! "Holy Spirit, I know you know what I'm supposed to be doing right now and what's on my calendar. Would you tell me?"

Of course He did.

I still called the event venue where I had a work event the night before, "Has anyone seen a gray calendar with my name on the front?"

Nope.

"I know it's there!" I thought. The Holy Spirit showed me where I left it on the seat.

I didn't tell the secretary that thinking she would think I was crazy. I gave her my contact information so she could call me when she found it cuz I knew it was there!

I went home from my office to check there, too, instead of just relying on Him. About 15 minutes after I returned from my apartment, the secretary called me back.

"I found it!" She said.

"Where was it?" I asked.

"In the back of the sanctuary." On the seat.

Right where the Holy Spirit told me. I should've just listened to Him in the first place and gone straight to the event venue where I knew it was. No matter what she said. Another lesson learned in listening to Him...No matter what it looks like. No matter what people say.

This year

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I LOVE making lists. Tell me how I made this list on paper, but haven't looked for it to finish this post. So I guess this will be my most random post of the year...the first one of the year, too. This just might be my most random post EVER. Happy New Year!

5 things I want to do this year

1. Spend once a month with someone who's older than me. I need mentors in my life. This should be face-to-face. At the apartment or at a meal. Enjoy their company and glean from them.

2. Run a 5K. Actually run this time. Not walk most of it and jog a few minutes. RUN!

3. Finally finish reading the Old Testament. I tell you what, if I read one more list of genealogies...just one mo'!!! Mercy!!! There's some gold in that Old Testament though and I have to read to get through it.

4. Travel to a Spanish-speaking country...still trying to learn Spanish.

5. Deepen my friendships. I have a lot of "friends" but I want to actually know them and be known.